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The chaos that controls my mind
by SomethingStupid
Age: 21  Sex: F

540 Entries
# Entry Date
1 The only thing that's right, in all I've done... 29/11/2008 18:05 GMT
2 Okay, sooo.... 25/11/2008 11:38 GMT
3 More than just amazing 24/11/2008 21:02 GMT
4 Feel the fear, but do it anyway 18/11/2008 11:55 GMT
5 Craziness is fun 16/11/2008 21:51 GMT
6 Uh oh 15/11/2008 10:48 GMT
7 HelpHelpHelpHelp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 14/11/2008 22:30 GMT
8 Carbs and stuff 06/11/2008 12:00 GMT
9 N/A 02/11/2008 13:14 GMT
10 Happy November. Sort of. 01/11/2008 10:59 GMT
11 Stalkers...they suck. 26/10/2008 11:31 GMT
12 Even cowgirls get the blues 17/10/2008 18:43 GMT
13 It's all go... 12/10/2008 09:50 GMT
14 Just a quickie :) 08/10/2008 14:04 GMT
15 A whole lot of nothing! 07/10/2008 23:07 GMT
16 Just passing by 04/10/2008 23:08 GMT
17 Final Year 28/09/2008 15:41 GMT
18 Pictures! 26/09/2008 13:34 GMT
19 The cowboy in me...?! 24/09/2008 12:32 GMT
20 It's long...sorry! 22/09/2008 17:14 GMT
21 That D word again 20/09/2008 12:27 GMT
22 Pump it up! :D 18/09/2008 11:50 GMT
23 Come onnnn, tomorrow! 16/09/2008 17:05 GMT
24 N/A 13/09/2008 14:49 GMT
25 :D 12/09/2008 13:45 GMT
26 On the outside looking in 10/09/2008 17:00 GMT
27 The Irish boy, the Northern boy and the other boy 08/09/2008 21:18 GMT
28 Oops... 07/09/2008 20:42 GMT
29 What they see 06/09/2008 09:43 GMT
30 Writing this made me hiiiiigh 31/08/2008 17:28 GMT
31 Summer starts now 30/08/2008 15:11 GMT
32 Acceptance 25/08/2008 12:27 GMT
33 15 and 7 in 12, whooop! 24/08/2008 23:28 GMT
34 Rain, rain go away! 17/08/2008 23:40 GMT
35 In need of craziness 16/08/2008 17:42 GMT
36 Waffling 11/08/2008 22:42 GMT
37 More Than Words 08/08/2008 17:59 GMT
38 Blah 03/08/2008 10:43 GMT
39 Cheerios and stuff (?!?!?!!!!!!) 27/07/2008 18:36 GMT
40 ChildLine et al! 20/07/2008 19:12 GMT
41 21st and 500th all rolled into one! 13/07/2008 21:22 GMT
42 I should have seen this coming 06/07/2008 11:43 GMT
43 Guys and Goos 04/07/2008 12:19 GMT
44 An Odd Situation 29/06/2008 16:51 GMT
45 So lucky...seriously! 20/06/2008 16:55 GMT
46 All good! 07/06/2008 16:37 GMT
47 Post-Concert Christianity Talk 30/05/2008 12:34 GMT
48 The 'boyz' are back in town! 26/05/2008 18:47 GMT
49 The Summer of Great Expectations...ha 22/05/2008 14:20 GMT
50 Flying by 12/05/2008 16:38 GMT
51 Mission Failure. 06/05/2008 18:09 GMT
52 Mission Almost Underway 05/05/2008 19:16 GMT
53 Even more on the outside than I realised 03/05/2008 23:49 GMT
54 On the outside 02/05/2008 22:38 GMT
55 Pictures of Perfection 28/04/2008 15:43 GMT
56 Super sonic speed-written entry 20/04/2008 22:51 GMT
57 Dead end 12/04/2008 23:30 GMT
58 Work, work, work 06/04/2008 21:27 GMT
59 Evidently, I love coffee too... 02/04/2008 16:00 GMT
60 Mumbo Jumbo 30/03/2008 20:19 GMT
61 Memory Lane 27/03/2008 20:27 GMT
62 Happy Easter! 23/03/2008 18:35 GMT
63 First time for everything 20/03/2008 06:19 GMT
64 Hmm. 15/03/2008 11:56 GMT
65 A little bit stressed 07/03/2008 14:09 GMT
66 A picture is worth 1000 words...and I've got lots! 03/03/2008 18:36 GMT
67 The sound of your voice...that's what saves me 01/03/2008 14:06 GMT
68 Eeeeee! 24/02/2008 20:54 GMT
69 Us against the world! 23/02/2008 03:47 GMT
70 Got that X Factor feeling... 16/02/2008 14:31 GMT
71 Suddenly I see 09/02/2008 11:09 GMT
72 More of the same 03/02/2008 20:54 GMT
73 Home for a night 31/01/2008 08:26 GMT
74 Goodbye, Gilmore Girls. Hello life... 27/01/2008 13:33 GMT
75 Just interesting 25/01/2008 14:48 GMT
76 Staying at home 24/01/2008 10:25 GMT
77 Pointless really 23/01/2008 12:12 GMT
78 Here because I'm hungry 16/01/2008 16:10 GMT
79 Just rambling... 15/01/2008 16:50 GMT
80 A Turning Point 13/01/2008 20:37 GMT
81 If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie... 07/01/2008 20:20 GMT
82 A long one... 06/01/2008 21:21 GMT
83 The snow has turned on me! 05/01/2008 15:41 GMT
84 A big fat moan! 02/01/2008 20:18 GMT
85 Prepare to be used!!! 01/01/2008 17:28 GMT
86 Bye to 2007 31/12/2007 19:57 GMT
87 A different kind of Brand 29/12/2007 18:12 GMT
88 Christmas Eve:0 Christmas Day:1 27/12/2007 19:19 GMT
89 Merry Christmas!!!!!! 24/12/2007 12:24 GMT
90 Spot the nutcase! 22/12/2007 12:07 GMT
91 I'll never let go Jack...hehe. 19/12/2007 18:57 GMT
92 Tuesday - it's the new Thursday 17/12/2007 11:51 GMT
93 Best Friends 14/12/2007 15:27 GMT
94 How to save a life - literally!!!!! 11/12/2007 22:11 GMT
95 Uh oh 09/12/2007 18:28 GMT
96 The 25 days of Christmas? 08/12/2007 17:38 GMT
97 The greatest fan of your life 07/12/2007 17:32 GMT
98 Plans 04/12/2007 19:25 GMT
99 The things "Therapy" can reveal 30/11/2007 18:17 GMT
100 Had a picture of you in my mind 27/11/2007 18:31 GMT
101 No Matter What 25/11/2007 16:35 GMT
102 Back to the Future...tomorrow 23/11/2007 23:41 GMT
103 No time to think of a title! :P 18/11/2007 17:59 GMT
104 Everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy :) 16/11/2007 18:10 GMT
105 Apparently Angelic 11/11/2007 00:08 GMT
106 A little snippet of a one track mind 09/11/2007 19:22 GMT
107 Back Home...in the Westlifey sense :P 05/11/2007 15:46 GMT
108 I feel giddy, oh so giddy... 04/11/2007 16:33 GMT
109 Ponderings of a pointless nature!!! 02/11/2007 15:40 GMT
110 More confused than I've ever been 26/10/2007 21:24 GMT
111 Home 14/10/2007 12:34 GMT
112 When you cease to dream, you cease to live 06/10/2007 23:25 GMT
113 Mad Season returns! 28/09/2007 20:03 GMT
114 New beginnings 22/09/2007 18:10 GMT
115 Jane Austen...and a two year plan? 30/08/2007 18:32 GMT
116 HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 24/08/2007 17:00 GMT
117 It can't be all that bad YEAH! 24/08/2007 01:44 GMT
118 Just some stuff that needed to be said 19/08/2007 16:22 GMT
119 I'm not what they see 15/08/2007 01:03 GMT
120 Machocistically is a real word you know 07/08/2007 22:06 GMT
121 Surreal 05/08/2007 20:34 GMT
122 *yawn* 30/07/2007 13:09 GMT
123 What everybody else says you should want 26/07/2007 17:25 GMT
124 Out on the street, the hippies dance a leftie beat 20/07/2007 20:30 GMT
125 Oh. My. God! 14/07/2007 10:37 GMT
126 ...hello 20! 11/07/2007 01:09 GMT
127 Goodbye 19... 09/07/2007 17:53 GMT
128 Dream, dream, dream 03/07/2007 18:43 GMT
129 We'll both forget the breeze...most of the time 01/07/2007 16:41 GMT
130 In need of an escape route 30/06/2007 08:00 GMT
131 Good triumphs over evil 25/06/2007 02:18 GMT
132 Complex nothingness 23/06/2007 00:11 GMT
133 I forget about the pain 18/06/2007 22:32 GMT
134 A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing 17/06/2007 15:15 GMT
135 My Granda Frank 12/06/2007 23:34 GMT
136 Blathering 06/06/2007 13:13 GMT
137 Fear is the heart of love 02/06/2007 19:29 GMT
138 Out of titles 29/05/2007 22:35 GMT
139 More of the same 24/05/2007 23:05 GMT
140 When I hear that whistle blowin'... 22/05/2007 17:01 GMT
141 And it really makes me wonder 19/05/2007 12:47 GMT
142 My life in bullet points 15/05/2007 20:08 GMT
143 I am NOT amused, MDD. 12/05/2007 00:39 GMT
144 If you can give it, I can take it... 09/05/2007 17:31 GMT
145 Darker than December 08/05/2007 21:32 GMT
146 And if it's real, well I don't want to know 03/05/2007 15:02 GMT
147 Sometimes words just aren't enough 30/04/2007 14:45 GMT
148 The Never-ending Entry 28/04/2007 14:32 GMT
149 Not much to say, but lots of ways to say it 22/04/2007 15:24 GMT
150 Jobs, cars and butterfly kisses 20/04/2007 14:38 GMT
151 Westlifeaholic 17/04/2007 15:25 GMT
152 ...or any kind of life 15/04/2007 07:01 GMT
153 Get a life - get a WESTLIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! 14/04/2007 16:44 GMT
154 What a wonderful world 12/04/2007 17:12 GMT
155 Everybody's gonna love today! 10/04/2007 18:02 GMT
156 Oh, to be two 07/04/2007 18:40 GMT
157 Confusion 05/04/2007 22:09 GMT
158 Another 2 years older, and 3 more steps behind 01/04/2007 02:21 GMT
159 It starts with A and means the same as ahhhh!!!!!! 30/03/2007 16:31 GMT
160 I'm not crazy. Or anything. 29/03/2007 15:10 GMT
161 This entry soooo has The X Factor 25/03/2007 00:51 GMT
162 Don't you just love weird formats? 23/03/2007 05:11 GMT
163 Stick a fork in me, I'm done 19/03/2007 20:32 GMT
164 I'll be love's suicide 16/03/2007 23:39 GMT
165 Four days and counting 12/03/2007 16:48 GMT
166 Closure and wallowing 09/03/2007 20:50 GMT
167 Another day, another...lack of dollars... 08/03/2007 22:16 GMT
168 A mid-week entry! *gasp* 07/03/2007 17:11 GMT
169 Jelly bean giddiness and pancake sickness 02/03/2007 12:35 GMT
170 But all her looks were too sad 25/02/2007 11:00 GMT
171 I'm glad I didn't know 17/02/2007 15:02 GMT
172 A week in the life of a freak 10/02/2007 12:15 GMT
173 But it's alright.... 04/02/2007 18:29 GMT
174 My title sucks 02/02/2007 22:40 GMT
175 Never was and never will be 24/01/2007 20:54 GMT
176 Let's set sail for seas of passion now... 19/01/2007 16:16 GMT
177 I survived! 15/01/2007 21:48 GMT
178 HappYness 14/01/2007 03:26 GMT
179 Walking where my dreams have been 12/01/2007 10:46 GMT
180 Break in, break down, whatever 09/01/2007 18:22 GMT
181 Better Days 06/01/2007 10:50 GMT
182 No promises...and 2007 28/12/2006 23:33 GMT
183 Let's dance 26/12/2006 23:08 GMT
184 Merry Christmas! 24/12/2006 20:04 GMT
185 Now it's me...I'm your hangover 22/12/2006 00:03 GMT
186 She's gonna break soon! 21/12/2006 16:52 GMT
187 The crumpled up promise of that broken down man 19/12/2006 12:24 GMT
188 Some people wait a life time... 18/12/2006 16:36 GMT
189 "Teach me to believe in something" 16/12/2006 04:20 GMT
190 Midnight meltdown 15/12/2006 02:15 GMT
191 You're gonna live through the rain 14/12/2006 14:47 GMT
192 Tee hee hee 13/12/2006 15:33 GMT
193 They say that a hero can save us 10/12/2006 15:57 GMT
194 Fantasy and reality 02/12/2006 09:41 GMT
195 Just another manic Sunday 26/11/2006 12:51 GMT
196 Flying by... 19/11/2006 18:08 GMT
197 Feel the silence 18/11/2006 12:34 GMT
198 Ta dah! 10/11/2006 12:16 GMT
199 I don't feel like dancin' :D 07/11/2006 14:18 GMT
200 And you just keep on saving the day... 04/11/2006 22:49 GMT
201 Truth is a whisper 28/10/2006 22:10 GMT
202 Better Days! 21/10/2006 23:46 GMT
203 Catching up... 20/10/2006 23:47 GMT
204 ...I want to bullet proof your soul... 08/10/2006 17:08 GMT
205 One week down... 30/09/2006 09:20 GMT
206 What do you call a pointless entry? 22/09/2006 19:14 GMT
207 Pretending to forget 19/09/2006 00:20 GMT
208 A leak, a problem and an overdue goodbye 16/09/2006 23:36 GMT
209 Uh oh 10/09/2006 23:45 GMT
210 I can't listen to you again 08/09/2006 16:27 GMT
211 Stoned without the drugs 02/09/2006 00:23 GMT
212 Mmm MDD, I missed you... 27/08/2006 17:56 GMT
213 Hakuna Matata, what a wonderful phrase :P 20/08/2006 21:49 GMT
214 Take a swinggggg 10/08/2006 23:40 GMT
215 Angry Pleasure 09/08/2006 03:11 GMT
216 A Plan and Superman 06/08/2006 03:38 GMT
217 Forget Superman, The Goo Goo Dolls Return!!! 05/08/2006 03:36 GMT
218 Early morning dullness 01/08/2006 02:30 GMT
219 Move on, move up, move out 27/07/2006 23:11 GMT
220 The day the music died 25/07/2006 18:57 GMT
221 Living in a land of lyrics to forget reality 24/07/2006 23:40 GMT
222 More than words 22/07/2006 15:48 GMT
223 Bang, bang, bang 21/07/2006 23:03 GMT
224 Two words 20/07/2006 18:29 GMT
225 Give me the words and I'll say them like I mean it 19/07/2006 01:43 GMT
226 Too bad 16/07/2006 00:18 GMT
227 Changes loom... 14/07/2006 01:49 GMT
228 Happy birthday to meeee 10/07/2006 23:50 GMT
229 Uh oh 07/07/2006 02:10 GMT
230 La de da! 02/07/2006 22:22 GMT
231 Oooh, a twist in the tale! 30/06/2006 03:04 GMT
232 So naive, yet so... 29/06/2006 12:01 GMT
233 Music is love, music is life, music is everything 26/06/2006 16:45 GMT
234 One more to go 23/06/2006 11:12 GMT
235 Who knew? 18/06/2006 17:20 GMT
236 But I could do better. 17/06/2006 01:53 GMT
237 You seem so free, but all alone 15/06/2006 11:05 GMT
238 Better off alone 10/06/2006 14:26 GMT
239 Candy Brown 08/06/2006 13:25 GMT
240 Manic star...... 06/06/2006 00:20 GMT
241 300 entries later... 04/06/2006 12:45 GMT
242 Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days... 01/06/2006 13:14 GMT
243 Busy 28/05/2006 14:32 GMT
244 Say it if it's worth savin' me 23/05/2006 12:55 GMT
245 Why 20/05/2006 02:32 GMT
246 Kiss the rain 18/05/2006 15:15 GMT
247 Why do I love you? Don't even want to... 17/05/2006 21:18 GMT
248 And sooner or later it's over 15/05/2006 15:48 GMT
249 What a difference a day makes 14/05/2006 02:40 GMT
250 1999 to 2006 12/05/2006 18:07 GMT
251 The Class of 99 09/05/2006 22:15 GMT
252 The Time is Now 08/05/2006 18:13 GMT
253 You only want the ones that you can't get 07/05/2006 02:44 GMT
254 Angels fall without you there 05/05/2006 12:44 GMT
255 Here is gone 05/05/2006 03:22 GMT
256 More Gooing, and photos... 29/04/2006 13:17 GMT
257 Goo-Goo-Goodness 27/04/2006 20:36 GMT
258 Always the analyst 24/04/2006 12:32 GMT
259 But he was drunk 24/04/2006 02:36 GMT
260 Moodiness 21/04/2006 11:36 GMT
261 Look into my eyes, can't you see they're open wide 13/04/2006 18:34 GMT
262 You're all too much, but still you're not enough 10/04/2006 10:41 GMT
263 But still there's nothing, I'm your hostage 09/04/2006 16:00 GMT
264 Back In Black...well, blue, but who cares? 07/04/2006 20:06 GMT
265 Back in the land of the living 30/03/2006 16:38 GMT
266 I could run so far from here... 13/03/2006 09:00 GMT
267 If I go crazy 11/03/2006 15:34 GMT
268 In contrast to before... 11/03/2006 04:10 GMT
269 You're still the same... 10/03/2006 06:47 GMT
270 Bah 05/03/2006 00:53 GMT
271 Lost 04/03/2006 01:44 GMT
272 My Manic Star 03/03/2006 11:50 GMT
273 Imperfect perfection 26/02/2006 23:56 GMT
274 The Return of the Dingbat 25/02/2006 14:28 GMT
275 The Ultimate Dingbat 22/02/2006 00:29 GMT
276 Don't wake me up...I like this dream 16/02/2006 21:58 GMT
277 Pre-V-Day! 13/02/2006 23:30 GMT
278 Opened a door, I never knew existed in me... 08/02/2006 23:31 GMT
279 Face to Face 06/02/2006 23:19 GMT
280 More than just amazing 05/02/2006 22:05 GMT
281 D-Day Looms 03/02/2006 16:07 GMT
282 Cuteness 01/02/2006 16:37 GMT
283 It's all good... 01/02/2006 01:02 GMT
284 Read at your own risk. 28/01/2006 11:55 GMT
285 The Waiting Game 27/01/2006 12:46 GMT
286 Tomorrow 24/01/2006 11:29 GMT
287 Trapped 22/01/2006 16:12 GMT
288 Rhythm and Motion 21/01/2006 00:56 GMT
289 I just have to say... 19/01/2006 01:00 GMT
290 I predict a riot... 17/01/2006 18:28 GMT
291 Goodbye zero five, hello zero six! 04/01/2006 11:45 GMT
292 My shortest entry ever 30/12/2005 21:00 GMT
293 Driving...sort of... 29/12/2005 16:18 GMT
294 Randomness 28/12/2005 17:19 GMT
295 Merry Christmas! 25/12/2005 13:28 GMT
296 So many changes... 14/12/2005 14:31 GMT
297 A promotional message, haha! 11/12/2005 02:06 GMT
298 Guess what... 06/12/2005 18:17 GMT
299 Must be the clouds in my eyes 05/12/2005 12:11 GMT
300 You have been the one 01/12/2005 22:31 GMT
301 "Why am I feeling the way that I feel..." 26/11/2005 02:40 GMT
302 Brrrr, it's cold in here... 23/11/2005 17:53 GMT
303 Presentation Pretext 22/11/2005 17:16 GMT
304 Changes and stuff 20/11/2005 18:14 GMT
305 A night at the ball 17/11/2005 21:43 GMT
306 I'm back! 13/11/2005 16:28 GMT
307 The good one was deleted 09/11/2005 00:40 GMT
308 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, SEVEN, 8, 9, 10... 04/11/2