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The chaos that controls my mind
by SomethingStupid
Age: 21  Sex: F

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527 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Just a quickie :) 08/10/2008 14:04 GMT
2 A whole lot of nothing! 07/10/2008 23:07 GMT
3 Just passing by 04/10/2008 23:08 GMT
4 Final Year 28/09/2008 15:41 GMT
5 Pictures! 26/09/2008 13:34 GMT
6 The cowboy in me...?! 24/09/2008 12:32 GMT
7 It's long...sorry! 22/09/2008 17:14 GMT
8 That D word again 20/09/2008 12:27 GMT
9 Pump it up! :D 18/09/2008 11:50 GMT
10 Come onnnn, tomorrow! 16/09/2008 17:05 GMT
11 N/A 13/09/2008 14:49 GMT
12 :D 12/09/2008 13:45 GMT
13 On the outside looking in 10/09/2008 17:00 GMT
14 The Irish boy, the Northern boy and the other boy 08/09/2008 21:18 GMT
15 Oops... 07/09/2008 20:42 GMT
16 What they see 06/09/2008 09:43 GMT
17 Writing this made me hiiiiigh 31/08/2008 17:28 GMT
18 Summer starts now 30/08/2008 15:11 GMT
19 Acceptance 25/08/2008 12:27 GMT
20 15 and 7 in 12, whooop! 24/08/2008 23:28 GMT
21 Rain, rain go away! 17/08/2008 23:40 GMT
22 In need of craziness 16/08/2008 17:42 GMT
23 Waffling 11/08/2008 22:42 GMT
24 More Than Words 08/08/2008 17:59 GMT
25 Blah 03/08/2008 10:43 GMT
26 Cheerios and stuff (?!?!?!!!!!!) 27/07/2008 18:36 GMT
27 ChildLine et al! 20/07/2008 19:12 GMT
28 21st and 500th all rolled into one! 13/07/2008 21:22 GMT
29 I should have seen this coming 06/07/2008 11:43 GMT
30 Guys and Goos 04/07/2008 12:19 GMT
31 An Odd Situation 29/06/2008 16:51 GMT
32 So lucky...seriously! 20/06/2008 16:55 GMT
33 All good! 07/06/2008 16:37 GMT
34 Post-Concert Christianity Talk 30/05/2008 12:34 GMT
35 The 'boyz' are back in town! 26/05/2008 18:47 GMT
36 The Summer of Great Expectations...ha 22/05/2008 14:20 GMT
37 Flying by 12/05/2008 16:38 GMT
38 Mission Failure. 06/05/2008 18:09 GMT
39 Mission Almost Underway 05/05/2008 19:16 GMT
40 Even more on the outside than I realised 03/05/2008 23:49 GMT
41 On the outside 02/05/2008 22:38 GMT
42 Pictures of Perfection 28/04/2008 15:43 GMT
43 Super sonic speed-written entry 20/04/2008 22:51 GMT
44 Dead end 12/04/2008 23:30 GMT
45 Work, work, work 06/04/2008 21:27 GMT
46 Evidently, I love coffee too... 02/04/2008 16:00 GMT
47 Mumbo Jumbo 30/03/2008 20:19 GMT
48 Memory Lane 27/03/2008 20:27 GMT
49 Happy Easter! 23/03/2008 18:35 GMT
50 First time for everything 20/03/2008 06:19 GMT
51 Hmm. 15/03/2008 11:56 GMT
52 A little bit stressed 07/03/2008 14:09 GMT
53 A picture is worth 1000 words...and I've got lots! 03/03/2008 18:36 GMT
54 The sound of your voice...that's what saves me 01/03/2008 14:06 GMT
55 Eeeeee! 24/02/2008 20:54 GMT
56 Us against the world! 23/02/2008 03:47 GMT
57 Got that X Factor feeling... 16/02/2008 14:31 GMT
58 Suddenly I see 09/02/2008 11:09 GMT
59 More of the same 03/02/2008 20:54 GMT
60 Home for a night 31/01/2008 08:26 GMT
61 Goodbye, Gilmore Girls. Hello life... 27/01/2008 13:33 GMT
62 Just interesting 25/01/2008 14:48 GMT
63 Staying at home 24/01/2008 10:25 GMT
64 Pointless really 23/01/2008 12:12 GMT
65 Here because I'm hungry 16/01/2008 16:10 GMT
66 Just rambling... 15/01/2008 16:50 GMT
67 A Turning Point 13/01/2008 20:37 GMT
68 If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie... 07/01/2008 20:20 GMT
69 A long one... 06/01/2008 21:21 GMT
70 The snow has turned on me! 05/01/2008 15:41 GMT
71 A big fat moan! 02/01/2008 20:18 GMT
72 Prepare to be used!!! 01/01/2008 17:28 GMT
73 Bye to 2007 31/12/2007 19:57 GMT
74 A different kind of Brand 29/12/2007 18:12 GMT
75 Christmas Eve:0 Christmas Day:1 27/12/2007 19:19 GMT
76 Merry Christmas!!!!!! 24/12/2007 12:24 GMT
77 Spot the nutcase! 22/12/2007 12:07 GMT
78 I'll never let go Jack...hehe. 19/12/2007 18:57 GMT
79 Tuesday - it's the new Thursday 17/12/2007 11:51 GMT
80 Best Friends 14/12/2007 15:27 GMT
81 How to save a life - literally!!!!! 11/12/2007 22:11 GMT
82 Uh oh 09/12/2007 18:28 GMT
83 The 25 days of Christmas? 08/12/2007 17:38 GMT
84 The greatest fan of your life 07/12/2007 17:32 GMT
85 Plans 04/12/2007 19:25 GMT
86 The things "Therapy" can reveal 30/11/2007 18:17 GMT
87 Had a picture of you in my mind 27/11/2007 18:31 GMT
88 No Matter What 25/11/2007 16:35 GMT
89 Back to the Future...tomorrow 23/11/2007 23:41 GMT
90 No time to think of a title! :P 18/11/2007 17:59 GMT
91 Everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy :) 16/11/2007 18:10 GMT
92 Apparently Angelic 11/11/2007 00:08 GMT
93 A little snippet of a one track mind 09/11/2007 19:22 GMT
94 Back Home...in the Westlifey sense :P 05/11/2007 15:46 GMT
95 I feel giddy, oh so giddy... 04/11/2007 16:33 GMT
96 Ponderings of a pointless nature!!! 02/11/2007 15:40 GMT
97 More confused than I've ever been 26/10/2007 21:24 GMT
98 Home 14/10/2007 12:34 GMT
99 When you cease to dream, you cease to live 06/10/2007 23:25 GMT
100 Mad Season returns! 28/09/2007 20:03 GMT
101 New beginnings 22/09/2007 18:10 GMT
102 Jane Austen...and a two year plan? 30/08/2007 18:32 GMT
103 HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 24/08/2007 17:00 GMT
104 It can't be all that bad YEAH! 24/08/2007 01:44 GMT
105 Just some stuff that needed to be said 19/08/2007 16:22 GMT
106 I'm not what they see 15/08/2007 01:03 GMT
107 Machocistically is a real word you know 07/08/2007 22:06 GMT
108 Surreal 05/08/2007 20:34 GMT
109 *yawn* 30/07/2007 13:09 GMT
110 What everybody else says you should want 26/07/2007 17:25 GMT
111 Out on the street, the hippies dance a leftie beat 20/07/2007 20:30 GMT
112 Oh. My. God! 14/07/2007 10:37 GMT
113 ...hello 20! 11/07/2007 01:09 GMT
114 Goodbye 19... 09/07/2007 17:53 GMT
115 Dream, dream, dream 03/07/2007 18:43 GMT
116 We'll both forget the breeze...most of the time 01/07/2007 16:41 GMT
117 In need of an escape route 30/06/2007 08:00 GMT
118 Good triumphs over evil 25/06/2007 02:18 GMT
119 Complex nothingness 23/06/2007 00:11 GMT
120 I forget about the pain 18/06/2007 22:32 GMT
121 A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing 17/06/2007 15:15 GMT
122 My Granda Frank 12/06/2007 23:34 GMT
123 Blathering 06/06/2007 13:13 GMT
124 Fear is the heart of love 02/06/2007 19:29 GMT
125 Out of titles 29/05/2007 22:35 GMT
126 More of the same 24/05/2007 23:05 GMT
127 When I hear that whistle blowin'... 22/05/2007 17:01 GMT
128 And it really makes me wonder 19/05/2007 12:47 GMT
129 My life in bullet points 15/05/2007 20:08 GMT
130 I am NOT amused, MDD. 12/05/2007 00:39 GMT
131 If you can give it, I can take it... 09/05/2007 17:31 GMT
132 Darker than December 08/05/2007 21:32 GMT
133 And if it's real, well I don't want to know 03/05/2007 15:02 GMT
134 Sometimes words just aren't enough 30/04/2007 14:45 GMT
135 The Never-ending Entry 28/04/2007 14:32 GMT
136 Not much to say, but lots of ways to say it 22/04/2007 15:24 GMT
137 Jobs, cars and butterfly kisses 20/04/2007 14:38 GMT
138 Westlifeaholic 17/04/2007 15:25 GMT
139 ...or any kind of life 15/04/2007 07:01 GMT
140 Get a life - get a WESTLIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! 14/04/2007 16:44 GMT
141 What a wonderful world 12/04/2007 17:12 GMT
142 Everybody's gonna love today! 10/04/2007 18:02 GMT
143 Oh, to be two 07/04/2007 18:40 GMT
144 Confusion 05/04/2007 22:09 GMT
145 Another 2 years older, and 3 more steps behind 01/04/2007 02:21 GMT
146 It starts with A and means the same as ahhhh!!!!!! 30/03/2007 16:31 GMT
147 I'm not crazy. Or anything. 29/03/2007 15:10 GMT
148 This entry soooo has The X Factor 25/03/2007 00:51 GMT
149 Don't you just love weird formats? 23/03/2007 05:11 GMT
150 Stick a fork in me, I'm done 19/03/2007 20:32 GMT
151 I'll be love's suicide 16/03/2007 23:39 GMT
152 Four days and counting 12/03/2007 16:48 GMT
153 Closure and wallowing 09/03/2007 20:50 GMT
154 Another day, another...lack of dollars... 08/03/2007 22:16 GMT
155 A mid-week entry! *gasp* 07/03/2007 17:11 GMT
156 Jelly bean giddiness and pancake sickness 02/03/2007 12:35 GMT
157 But all her looks were too sad 25/02/2007 11:00 GMT
158 I'm glad I didn't know 17/02/2007 15:02 GMT
159 A week in the life of a freak 10/02/2007 12:15 GMT
160 But it's alright.... 04/02/2007 18:29 GMT
161 My title sucks 02/02/2007 22:40 GMT
162 Never was and never will be 24/01/2007 20:54 GMT
163 Let's set sail for seas of passion now... 19/01/2007 16:16 GMT
164 I survived! 15/01/2007 21:48 GMT
165 HappYness 14/01/2007 03:26 GMT
166 Walking where my dreams have been 12/01/2007 10:46 GMT
167 Break in, break down, whatever 09/01/2007 18:22 GMT
168 Better Days 06/01/2007 10:50 GMT
169 No promises...and 2007 28/12/2006 23:33 GMT
170 Let's dance 26/12/2006 23:08 GMT
171 Merry Christmas! 24/12/2006 20:04 GMT
172 Now it's me...I'm your hangover 22/12/2006 00:03 GMT
173 She's gonna break soon! 21/12/2006 16:52 GMT
174 The crumpled up promise of that broken down man 19/12/2006 12:24 GMT
175 Some people wait a life time... 18/12/2006 16:36 GMT
176 "Teach me to believe in something" 16/12/2006 04:20 GMT
177 Midnight meltdown 15/12/2006 02:15 GMT
178 You're gonna live through the rain 14/12/2006 14:47 GMT
179 Tee hee hee 13/12/2006 15:33 GMT
180 They say that a hero can save us 10/12/2006 15:57 GMT
181 Fantasy and reality 02/12/2006 09:41 GMT
182 Just another manic Sunday 26/11/2006 12:51 GMT
183 Flying by... 19/11/2006 18:08 GMT
184 Feel the silence 18/11/2006 12:34 GMT
185 Ta dah! 10/11/2006 12:16 GMT
186 I don't feel like dancin' :D 07/11/2006 14:18 GMT
187 And you just keep on saving the day... 04/11/2006 22:49 GMT
188 Truth is a whisper 28/10/2006 22:10 GMT
189 Better Days! 21/10/2006 23:46 GMT
190 Catching up... 20/10/2006 23:47 GMT
191 ...I want to bullet proof your soul... 08/10/2006 17:08 GMT
192 One week down... 30/09/2006 09:20 GMT
193 What do you call a pointless entry? 22/09/2006 19:14 GMT
194 Pretending to forget 19/09/2006 00:20 GMT
195 A leak, a problem and an overdue goodbye 16/09/2006 23:36 GMT
196 Uh oh 10/09/2006 23:45 GMT
197 I can't listen to you again 08/09/2006 16:27 GMT
198 Stoned without the drugs 02/09/2006 00:23 GMT
199 Mmm MDD, I missed you... 27/08/2006 17:56 GMT
200 Hakuna Matata, what a wonderful phrase :P 20/08/2006 21:49 GMT
201 Take a swinggggg 10/08/2006 23:40 GMT
202 Angry Pleasure 09/08/2006 03:11 GMT
203 A Plan and Superman 06/08/2006 03:38 GMT
204 Forget Superman, The Goo Goo Dolls Return!!! 05/08/2006 03:36 GMT
205 Early morning dullness 01/08/2006 02:30 GMT
206 Move on, move up, move out 27/07/2006 23:11 GMT
207 The day the music died 25/07/2006 18:57 GMT
208 Living in a land of lyrics to forget reality 24/07/2006 23:40 GMT
209 More than words 22/07/2006 15:48 GMT
210 Bang, bang, bang 21/07/2006 23:03 GMT
211 Two words 20/07/2006 18:29 GMT
212 Give me the words and I'll say them like I mean it 19/07/2006 01:43 GMT
213 Too bad 16/07/2006 00:18 GMT
214 Changes loom... 14/07/2006 01:49 GMT
215 Happy birthday to meeee 10/07/2006 23:50 GMT
216 Uh oh 07/07/2006 02:10 GMT
217 La de da! 02/07/2006 22:22 GMT
218 Oooh, a twist in the tale! 30/06/2006 03:04 GMT
219 So naive, yet so... 29/06/2006 12:01 GMT
220 Music is love, music is life, music is everything 26/06/2006 16:45 GMT
221 One more to go 23/06/2006 11:12 GMT
222 Who knew? 18/06/2006 17:20 GMT
223 But I could do better. 17/06/2006 01:53 GMT
224 You seem so free, but all alone 15/06/2006 11:05 GMT
225 Better off alone 10/06/2006 14:26 GMT
226 Candy Brown 08/06/2006 13:25 GMT
227 Manic star...... 06/06/2006 00:20 GMT
228 300 entries later... 04/06/2006 12:45 GMT
229 Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days... 01/06/2006 13:14 GMT
230 Busy 28/05/2006 14:32 GMT
231 Say it if it's worth savin' me 23/05/2006 12:55 GMT
232 Why 20/05/2006 02:32 GMT
233 Kiss the rain 18/05/2006 15:15 GMT
234 Why do I love you? Don't even want to... 17/05/2006 21:18 GMT
235 And sooner or later it's over 15/05/2006 15:48 GMT
236 What a difference a day makes 14/05/2006 02:40 GMT
237 1999 to 2006 12/05/2006 18:07 GMT
238 The Class of 99 09/05/2006 22:15 GMT
239 The Time is Now 08/05/2006 18:13 GMT
240 You only want the ones that you can't get 07/05/2006 02:44 GMT
241 Angels fall without you there 05/05/2006 12:44 GMT
242 Here is gone 05/05/2006 03:22 GMT
243 More Gooing, and photos... 29/04/2006 13:17 GMT
244 Goo-Goo-Goodness 27/04/2006 20:36 GMT
245 Always the analyst 24/04/2006 12:32 GMT
246 But he was drunk 24/04/2006 02:36 GMT
247 Moodiness 21/04/2006 11:36 GMT
248 Look into my eyes, can't you see they're open wide 13/04/2006 18:34 GMT
249 You're all too much, but still you're not enough 10/04/2006 10:41 GMT
250 But still there's nothing, I'm your hostage 09/04/2006 16:00 GMT
251 Back In Black...well, blue, but who cares? 07/04/2006 20:06 GMT
252 Back in the land of the living 30/03/2006 16:38 GMT
253 I could run so far from here... 13/03/2006 09:00 GMT
254 If I go crazy 11/03/2006 15:34 GMT
255 In contrast to before... 11/03/2006 04:10 GMT
256 You're still the same... 10/03/2006 06:47 GMT
257 Bah 05/03/2006 00:53 GMT
258 Lost 04/03/2006 01:44 GMT
259 My Manic Star 03/03/2006 11:50 GMT
260 Imperfect perfection 26/02/2006 23:56 GMT
261 The Return of the Dingbat 25/02/2006 14:28 GMT
262 The Ultimate Dingbat 22/02/2006 00:29 GMT
263 Don't wake me up...I like this dream 16/02/2006 21:58 GMT
264 Pre-V-Day! 13/02/2006 23:30 GMT
265 Opened a door, I never knew existed in me... 08/02/2006 23:31 GMT
266 Face to Face 06/02/2006 23:19 GMT
267 More than just amazing 05/02/2006 22:05 GMT
268 D-Day Looms 03/02/2006 16:07 GMT
269 Cuteness 01/02/2006 16:37 GMT
270 It's all good... 01/02/2006 01:02 GMT
271 Read at your own risk. 28/01/2006 11:55 GMT
272 The Waiting Game 27/01/2006 12:46 GMT
273 Tomorrow 24/01/2006 11:29 GMT
274 Trapped 22/01/2006 16:12 GMT
275 Rhythm and Motion 21/01/2006 00:56 GMT
276 I just have to say... 19/01/2006 01:00 GMT
277 I predict a riot... 17/01/2006 18:28 GMT
278 Goodbye zero five, hello zero six! 04/01/2006 11:45 GMT
279 My shortest entry ever 30/12/2005 21:00 GMT
280 Driving...sort of... 29/12/2005 16:18 GMT
281 Randomness 28/12/2005 17:19 GMT
282 Merry Christmas! 25/12/2005 13:28 GMT
283 So many changes... 14/12/2005 14:31 GMT
284 A promotional message, haha! 11/12/2005 02:06 GMT
285 Guess what... 06/12/2005 18:17 GMT
286 Must be the clouds in my eyes 05/12/2005 12:11 GMT
287 You have been the one 01/12/2005 22:31 GMT
288 "Why am I feeling the way that I feel..." 26/11/2005 02:40 GMT
289 Brrrr, it's cold in here... 23/11/2005 17:53 GMT
290 Presentation Pretext 22/11/2005 17:16 GMT
291 Changes and stuff 20/11/2005 18:14 GMT
292 A night at the ball 17/11/2005 21:43 GMT
293 I'm back! 13/11/2005 16:28 GMT
294 The good one was deleted 09/11/2005 00:40 GMT
295 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, SEVEN, 8, 9, 10... 04/11/2005 16:03 GMT
296 Just a perfect day 04/11/2005 12:17 GMT
297 A "Power" Trip 02/11/2005 20:18 GMT
298 Early morning ramblings 30/10/2005 02:40 GMT
299 Number One - Out now! 28/10/2005 15:32 GMT
300 A star in my eyes 27/10/2005 15:50 GMT
301 They're playing my song... 24/10/2005 16:38 GMT
302 Anger, anger go away.... 21/10/2005 18:14 GMT
303 N/A 20/10/2005 08:47 GMT
304 Changes 18/10/2005 16:35 GMT
305 I'm here without you 11/10/2005 21:02 GMT
306 McFlying... 10/10/2005 20:15 GMT
307 Bon Jovi Joy, WHOOOOOOP! 07/10/2005 18:04 GMT
308 My Number One 06/10/2005 19:30 GMT